Taking to Instagram on Monday, the wife of Chiefs quarterback Patrick Mahomes peeled back the curtain on her recovery after giving birth to the couple’s third child, daughter Golden Raye, last month, expressing some confusion over the internal balance of it all.

Brittany Mahomes is now the proud mom of three kids who she shares with Kansas City Chiefs quarterback Patrick Mahomes. One might think that she’d be entirely prepared for the postpartum experience the third time around, but Brittany Mahomes is so stunned a few weeks after welcoming baby Golden Raye Mahomes.